High functioning bipolarI am a rare case when it comes to my mental health; my bipolar is like most others but there is a foundation it is built on which makes it…Aug 21, 2021Aug 21, 2021
Some memories I fancied sharingMy bipolar brain works in some of the strangest ways that even to this day I can’t work out how it decided to think about something. That…Aug 21, 2021Aug 21, 2021
My big regretAll my life till very recently I had a very different view of how I looked compared to how the rest of society saw me. My issues relating…Aug 20, 2021Aug 20, 2021
There has been a changeIn the twelve months that followed Bella’s death things were terrible hard to do, each day that had a meaning to her or us was hard to deal…Aug 19, 2021Aug 19, 2021
A whole year has now passedDoing the previous blogs at the points that felt like a significant point was reasonably easy to do.Aug 16, 2021Aug 16, 2021
Dealing with emotionsTrigger warning; eating disorder actions, suicidal contemplationAug 14, 2021Aug 14, 2021
The positive things we should all remember about BellaThe post in the Newspaper covering the inquest about Bella was upsetting for lots of people to read, thankfully there was lots of…Aug 5, 2021Aug 5, 2021
The inquestSo Monday was the inquest where from a legal perspective there would be a judgment on what happened.Aug 3, 20211Aug 3, 20211
Sat here and ponderingKnowing the date and time of the inquest and having received the evidence pack that I get that shows what has been disclosed publicly…Jul 20, 2021Jul 20, 2021
Why I think it was a tragic accidentAt 4:54 am on that Sunday morning my phone rang and I was shocked to see it was Bella asking me to let her in as she always had some issues…Jul 11, 2021Jul 11, 2021
The war on drugsAmerica leads the way on this, and still does mostly, the aim was based on the idea that prohibition works and also strict enforcement of…Jul 8, 2021Jul 8, 2021
Things that have changed my lifeWhen it comes to life the path of least resistance is the one we all normally take, the one that means we have to make the least changes…Jul 5, 2021Jul 5, 2021
Primary health care servicesIn the past 16 months, it has been remarkable to see how the NHS has adapted very quickly to treat those who caught covid-19 and to protect…Jun 24, 2021Jun 24, 2021
Would I make them go away if I couldWould I take a pill that would make my mental health conditions disappear? They do place limitations on my life and what I can do, certain…Jun 22, 2021Jun 22, 2021
This year strikes againIf this year could not have been more challenging as it was already it decided to spice things up a little more for me. The first snake…Jun 21, 2021Jun 21, 2021
A wealth of knowledge to tap intoMy tweets are not a genuine reflection of who I am, most are random stuff with the odd bit of football or music thrown in there which is…Jun 11, 2021Jun 11, 2021
From the beginning to nowFrom the moment I met Bella I knew she was special and that there was a connection between us that I had never had with anyone else before…Jun 10, 2021Jun 10, 2021
New therapistThe eating disorder people were good when it came to me, as they know how if with it active and I was left alone without the support I…Jun 8, 2021Jun 8, 2021
No holds barred when I blogIf you read my blog posts regardless of what topic it is on there is always an element of me talking as open as I can be regardless of the…Jun 8, 2021Jun 8, 2021
