20th January

This was the anniversary of mine and Bella’s first date, and what a first date it was lasting 4 days. It’s also only 4 days after the 5th month since she died so those few days I know are probably going to be a little hard to deal with.

Dealing with the other major things that have just passed, Christmas and New Year’s were reasonably difficult I can only imagine that this one will be quite a bit harder to deal with than those were.